hey every1.........the reason my mood is sick is cuz im sick of all the fucking problems!!!!!! everytime i start to be happy i start to be positive bout things my whole world goes crashing! i mean god damn! what the hell is up i swear i have the worst luck in the god damn fucking world, every1 keeps telling me "god never builds a mountain u cant clime" well right now god can go fuck himself! seriously!!!! i dont know what to do nemore i dont im sick of it all!!!!!!!! my mom is sick again n now she might have a hip fracture she cant walk newhere! she gets headaches all the time n it just sucks i hate it i fucking hate it. my dogs dying slowly my life is falling apart im so scared that my mom isnt gonna live to 50 n shes only 43!!!!! i hate it everything is a mess my dad keeps drinking every time hes home i just want everything to go away i want to be happy again i was happy n i was liking it!!!! but once again negativity and depression just fills my life so well! im bout ready to give up....last night i think i said wheres a gun like 5 times i mean i dont think id ever actually do it but if my life is going this way what point is ther in life to live! i just dont get it nemore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need some help......plz anyone feel free ~Neen~