trust???

Feeling: exhausted
hey well i probs should do this in a private entry but i just dont like it i feel like im hiding myself n i dont like that so yea but the reason for my title is lately, i say one simple thing, it gets dramatized n i get screwed over n its just starting to like really really hurt cuz my friends are starting to believe the lies n its like no1 tells me that they hear this shit n its just depressing cuz i didnt say those things about linze or ne1 n it makes me feel like well do they think im that bad of a person??? cuz i wouldnt so they those things thats just darn right rude n u just dont say those things n so i wish i could like make em disappear cuz they effect me so much n idk i just feel like when people start to believe it that they loose sight of who i am or something n idk it just gah! lol it just sucks im sorry i probs should do this private but i dont fee like its worth nething then so yea.... n u really dont have to comment lov ya all...~NeeN~
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Hey,
Well Im really super sorry. I wish I could help, but I think I just make things worse. Im sorry for not believing you sometimes, like with the Jason thing. I should of listened to you and not others, so yeah Im REALLY sorry and I will trust you more then other ppl! I really hope things get better and Im ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS here for ya, even though I can cause alot of stress sometimes! But yeah I'll talk to you later! Toodles!