hey i found this poem n its not written by me so tell me what u think To live, to die - To love somewhere in between. I found him, My Equal, He became my living dream. He was always there to talk to, To confide in, He helped me see. I needed his thoughts, His voice, Now it is his heart I must achieve. I had my chance But I became too scared Now it is me who is the reason For which he is not there. I felt I might lose him. Now I prove them all correct. They said he was too good for me, But I prayed I would not become - What he would soon regret. I wore my heart on my sleeve Praying he would see it and take hold I needed the warmth of his embrace Yet, I am left here shivering in the cold. I knew my chance would come, But it was then I did not see. Now I am forced into this hell That has become my reality. It is here in my hell That my heart forever bleeds. I gave it all away What I am left with - is merely - the ability to breathe. I want to go to sleep, To remain unconscious for all time. Maybe there I will see his smile For in a dream, it is all within my mind. He was my day He was my night As he left, so went my inner light. My emotions shall never sway For it is true love that never fades. It is true in the past I have surely sinned But it is now and forevermore - True love that I am in... -Jenna E. Blackburn May 25, 2002