well i really dont wanna rite in here even tho i probs have alot to rite i just dont feel up to it thers just too much shit, i talked to "ellis" the other night n she kept tlaking bout george n it makes me sad makes me depressed i know all of my frends r saying i should tell george how i feel but i dont n im beggin u plz not to:(:( if he hears it from ne1 i want it to be me n i dont know waht else to write cuz my life is going downhill n im starting to get scared..... bye y'all luv yas ~Neen~