Weird--Of a strikingly odd or unusual character; strange. I haven't been writing lately--DId my adoring fans miss me?--this is of course dripping with sarcasm. I've been busy. I need to write a research paper but don't feel like writing it now--but I should I'll think about it. At my church there is this thing called CIY, Meaning Christ in Youth. I went for the pasat three years and now I don't want to go anymore. Everyone is like how can you not go--they are looking at me like I'm a heathen or something--lucky me. I mean I am sorry that I didn't get anything out of it last--was I supposed to? Everybody was like on a spiritual high or what not and I was grumpy the whole time--I don't want another of that. I just feel like everypne is dragging me into crap I don't want t o do. SO I am not doing anything I don't want to--unless parents are involved or a certain research paper that needs to be done. I feel like a little three year old throwing a temper tantrum. Have fun peeps--Keep trucking