How and why do I keep getting caught up on guys... I was reading through some of my old entries and I need to get over summer boy.. I seriously just think I am addicted and need to go to some kind of rehab... Haha guy rehab I was just thinking rehab is not really that effective cause it takes you out of your environment that you are used to and you will be in when you come back. It may tell you how to deal with it when you come back from rehab but when you get back from rehab it's kinda like a culture shock and you have to learn how to do things with out the cycle you used to know. I mean everyone gets into a habit and a lifestyle and you basically have to find a whole other style to live when you come back from rehab. I don't know if I can do that when i go back to school. I don't know if I can stop my bad habits...It's hard and I am so used to it. i like my life style it hasn't gotten me in trouble yet..