So I wake up this morning from the strangest dream!! WEll not really strange but disturbing. It was of my ex boyfriend and me and we were watching people swim and he was talking how grreat his life was and how his friend named wolf--I have never met anyone by that name or last name has been talking to him and all these crazy ideas and then we hugged adn in my dream I still loved him and had all those feelings that I did b4 we broke up--so when I woke up all the feelings and emotions I have had to bury had resurfaced adn came at me like a bullet. So once again I have to bury my past and hope it doesn't kill me. But I mean I still like him but I can never ever go out with him again. He hurt me too much and I tried to hard to let go of him.