SO totally forgot that people actually might want to read this..and also that I want to tell people and I can't. i came back to school a day early from spring break cause home is lame and that night went over to a house that I am good friends with most of the people. The guy that I used to hook up with wasn't there that night so I thought it would be a good chance to just hang out with all the other guys. well...I ended up hooking up with one of his brothers..not biological but fraternal. It was probably the best hook up ever. He is just really open about himself and paid attention to me. He did everything I wanted and needed. He's a good cuddler and great kisser. Well the other guy found out...duh! He keeps talking to me though and I don't know if he is mad at me or not and I am so confused by the whole situation. Honestly I can't stop thinking about the guy. He is basically everything I want even though he is drunk all the time..he is an awesome guy!