So I have liked this guy for over a year now but something always got in the way of us getting together. This past Thursday night/Friday morning we hung out and it was very nice because it was just the two of us and when it's just the two of us we get along really well. When there is more than another person we don't really mingle well...it's kinda weird. Anyways this past Thursday we both got really drunk and we hooked up. I feel like I sorta took advantage of him but he started it. If he wouldn't have thrusted his hips into mine while we were spooning I wouldn't have even considered the possibility of him and me hooking up...making out yes but anything else no. Well we get a long really well in bed which is very important to me atleast and also that I felt comfortable with him. I have never really felt comfy with any guy before whether it was just talking during sex about what felt good or what was going on in general. I am probably romanticizing the whole thing but it's kinda nice to do that. I can't get him out of my head but I won't be able to see him for another month and right now he is in HI with his ex girlfriend and her family... I just want him to be mine...I don't like the term boyfriend but with him this is the first time I could see myself using it. I really want him to be with me and I know the only way for that to happen is for us to hang out. We need to hang out. UGH!! I just hope I didn't compromise anything with him because of our sexcapade. But it was sure nice.