I went to the gyno today it's definitely not as bad as people portray it as, but then again I guess my mind wonders when I am in uncomfy situations... Anyways I went so that maybe I could get on birth control well since i have a bite size brain tumor (it's not as bad as it sounds) they don't know what I can take...so I would have to fax my doctor at home so they can figure out what the best pill would be. Well I really don't want my parents finding out and I don't know how to fax things either so I am screwed never thought I would be this depressed over not getting a pill that I would have to monitor every night...