Okay so you think being home would make me less bussy and have more time to write--nope wrong!! --this is what has been goiong on in my life- okay thought I liked a guy, realized I didn't and wanted him to be my friend--feel really guilty about it because I felt like I lead him on. I also felt trapped because of him and I don't like that feeling! Then I had an inkling this guy liked me and found out that he did on New Year's day--so I started my year off on the right foot:) but I am really excited to go back to school now and before i wasn't!