I missed you I missed you I missed you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why were you down mr. Diary?? Okay I feel so lonely right now! I mean I don't want a relationship but I do. I want more affection---I want presents I want someone new to talk to. I want someone to listen to me I want someone who cares. I want to be touched I want to be hugged and kissed and told that someone loves me. I want this guy but I know it won't work out what so ever and I want to cry but I can't. I want a MAN!!!!!!!!!!! But not a man in like the next paragraph! Oh I went to this new steakburger place and all the workers were mexicans--no offense but they were--but ne ways back to the story. Okay so they all stared at me and my friend PLUS there were white guy older workers maybe 30ish staring too!!! Just looking like they were undressing us with their eyes. I hate it I am not a piece of meat I am a woman!!!! And don't give me any shit about how I was dressed too provocatively for men to see. Cus I had a shirt and pants I don't like to dress "slutty". It disturbs me. Then as we were walking out this guy stopped working on construction and then came to check us out as we were getting into our car. I am sorry but go get action from women your age!!!! Not 16 and 18 year olds. No offense old man but I think we would break you. So here's a tip for guys--DO NOT STARE AT A GIRL!! Unless she smiles at you or stares first!! Then you can and yes yes you can check her out--look up and down just don't let her catch you--or actaully you might want her to to show your interested. Sorry have a lot to complain about isnce site has been down well actually since today I know I am a sad sad person!!