Listening to: none
Feeling: vexed
I broke it off with my guy friend. He sat there talking to me rambling on. Telling me that i didn't know him, the problem is that I do. He's an open book. I should have listened to my friend when she told me he was clingy. I felt trapped even in the conversation I was with him trying to break it off. He told me i was mysterious to him and that he was making me into something that i wasn't and i was prolly doing the same thing to him. He told me that i needed to be more open and tell him the problems with my life. I am not an open book i have many layers many problems and I don't like opening them. Sorry!
I thought that maybe if I opened up he would like me more--i was right. Then he wanted more. I didn't want to give it. He then made the mistake of giving out to much information at the same time and asking me to be his stabitlity--never ask a girl this unless you would trust her with your life and even then becareful. I instantly felt trapped. I can't be someone's stability unless they first are stable with themselves. I don't want to be depended on to be the stable one.
he rambled on some more then i decided to make the attempt of getting him off the phone--I need to go I am tired. hahaha i am such a loser!!
amanda