I decided to give you all an update. So I gave my phone number to a waiter! hehe! I don't know if anything will come out of it but whatever. For some of you who read this and think..she gave her number to a waiter she just met?? No! I didn't and I am pretty proud of myself. I met him through a hostess, who happens to be my best friend, that works where he does. We went in to eat there and we ended up with him as our waiter. My friend approves...and probably told him she would hurt him if he hurt me. I have a protector how sweet. I really want to talk to the guy I like..my considered summer fling but not really. Am I being pathetic with him? Probably. I don't know what else to do though because I really like him. I can't explain it. I feel like a little middle schooler with a crush and I hate it. I don't like feeling like he has control over things..meaning I don't want to be the only one who has feeling for someone.AH!