I need closure to this reletionship. I am going crazy. I need to tell him about everything I know. I need to know about him. I love him and I hate it. That sounds so weird. I wish I could just hate him or love him. But no I have so many conflicting emotions. I want to kill him and in the next moment I want to know he is okay and his life will be great. I need closure and then I need to say goodriddens to him!! night night