I want to be held by you. I want to feel your arms wrapped around me tight. I want to feel secure. I want to sit up late and talk hours on end about nothing and everything. I want to know you, not about you. I want to learn you. I want you to learn me. I want to be loved for me. I want to be appreciated. I want to be told I am beautiful. I want to wake up by you every day and know everything is right. I want to feel the little butterflies in my stomach around you. I want you. change of a subject ya back to the boy. Okay I don't know if I want him anymore..he's no fun to chase anymore...he's only a booty call to me and thats all I am to him. There's nothing really in common between us. I am better than that..I deserve better than that and it's not healthy. i need affection...which I get..but not very much. ugh I need it and crave it. I mean why can't I sit in the lap of the person i like and watch a movie..have a convo over dinner or play a sport or whatever I don't care just not have a booty call EVERYtime!!UGH urughokay I am done!