I think I am to walk the world a lonely person. The person who every one feels sorry for but nobody cares enough to try to help. A person void of all thought and feelings. I feel so ugly and unbeautiful right now. I want to just drink me to sleep but theres not a drop to drink. My eyes hurt as well as my body!! I hate it--just feeling this way. My brother is an ass hole- I want to get to bed at a decent time but I also need time to do what I do--well he wouldn't let me on till midnight which is kinda when I wanted to go to bed--thats not happening. So it is now almost one. The only thing that made me feel better was going outside--screamin and throwing a can of rootbeer to the ground and watching it explode. It was great--just all the carbonation and stuff fissing out of the can. It was great. Oh but anyways My brother is hogging the computer and then he will complain to my mom about it and whine about how I hog the computer---UM NO!!! I get off in atleast a half an hour of when he ASKS!! I get to wait an hour. When he has already been on for TWO!! Well then he will complain and make me seem like the bad person and my mom will believe him and he will get the computer more ASSHOLE! Then I have to be near the tattle tale at college. WHY WHY WHY Sorry this is Brittany's Bitch page:) Another thing that I hate is I am leaving for college in less than a month and I have no clue who my roommate is and I am supposed to know around the 15th and I will be gone probably when it comes. GRRRRR!! Okay I am done I need to sleep sometime maybe, If my brother understands that--but I guess not.