Oh Geez. Today in gym we were playing volleyball and my sister got hit in the face with a spike and passed out. It was so scary. My heart is still beating out of my chest. It's Friday finally. I have a job and for once I'm not worried about were my next package of ramen noodles is going to come from. I'm not hating myself as much as usual. I'm watching Sex and the City a lot. I'm wondering why I've kept distance between myself and most others. I'm writing poetry again. That's the big news. I'm not barren of all creative thoughts today. It seems like my mind is actually awake and ready to be intelligent. I'm happy. Today I'm happy.