I don't have my headphones with me. They are somewhere with the rest of my dorm stuff. It sucks. I need to hear the music right there sometimes. Sometimes I just need someone screaming it into my ear. If it's not vibrating through my mind it doesn't connect. I need my headphones for sanity. Today sucked. I re-read Harry Potter 5 and finished it and I hate finishing books. Work was so freakin slow. Been on the verge of tears most of the day for no reason except that my inadequacy is so obvious now. People around me notice it. I didn't used to come off as such a moron. People who talked to me actually had some clue as to what I was trying to get across. Now it's all jumble-y in my mind. I'm twenty years old now and I peaked at fourteen. How do you go on living knowing it is all downhill from here? What motivates you to get up in the morning? I need my headphones for sanity. Sidenote: That's not me in the pic. I googled "headphones" and there you go.