Three O'Clock in the Morning, Where You Gonna Be?

by valleycat
Feeling: exhausted
Guess where I am right now... the computer lab. Guess what time it is... 3:34 am. Why? I'm locked out of my room and my dorm has no kind of precautionary measure to correct it. Fuckers. The weekend was big fun. Not really. Just normal stuff. Went to Jenn's party, then to Jhonna and Nick's house. We watched "Saw" which I thought was pretty scary. They didn't think so. Played Magic, lost Magic. Spring Break is in one week. As of now I have no big plans. I'm going to go stay in Richmond with my aunt since my dad is in Blacksburg now. On Saturday, we picked up some mail from my Dad's ex and in the bag she had returned a Christmas present I gave her. That really hurt my feelings. I'm not the one divorcing her. I almost chucked it through her front window. That was just a low thing to do. She also tried to tell me a couple weeks ago that my dad doesn't like me. lol She's just a bitch I guess. Four entries ago I wrote about the BTK Killer and I just read today that authorities arrested him. Big relief. Serial killers are terrifying. Especially ones that evade the police for a decade. The article said that the the guy worked for the city and was president of his church council. That's one big reason not to go to church, a serial killer could be lurking around. Eeee! Later That Night... I keep thinking about my mom. What she would do. What she would want me to do. Will I live up to the expectations of someone who is dead? I just keep saying "Mom" over and over in my head. I'm yelling out for her to give me some direction. Or maybe I just want her to let me know she's there. I know she's sending me signs. I just can't read them. Note: If you have a myspace account you can see a few pictures of me and my people at this address: http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=2543432&friendName=Val&Mytoken=20050228035256 **You have to sign in first.
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I think she would want you to do what is best for you and also makes you happy and not compromise on either. And, probably, to stop locking yourself out of your dorm room. You should go to Wal-Mart and have a backup key made and leave it with a neighbor or something. Unless they are drug dealing monkeys, because those guys like to get real messed up and poop on things.

Mind tickling girl is good for me.It's been a long time since I've felt--
well then, on that note. you should keep in mind that just about every poet thinks his or her work is not all that great. occasionally i will write something that i feel is great but it is very rare. and besides as long as you have mastered the basic art of the english language you should be ok. :)
comment whore locked out of her dorm room.

sucky.

microwaved cheeseburgers remind me of high school.
if you lick your computer monitor right now, i'm pressing the meaty-cheesy part of said cheeseburger against my respective monitor and it'll be like you were getting some cheesy meat for yourself.

i think. i get real confused by all this technology stuff.

how's val, outside of locked out and hungry and hot as usual?
also, i'm glad the serial killer didn't serial kill you.
I am working, per the norm when on SitD. Umm, I've been going to California quite a bit and seeing the beach and the sunset and Disneyland and this little thing of a girl that makes my mind ticklish. I dug a big hole today and strained my right knee, and back, and, umm, alot of nothing much.

I'm glad to see your still trying to work your way through school instead of dropping out like I did.
And i think the fact that you think about your mom so much and worry about what she thinks might be a sign in itself.

But then, like technology and women, I've never understood that spiritual stuff much.
you need to read 'the american outlaws bible' of poetry. it will blow you away. and at the same time make you realize that poetry is not about proper prose and the such
lol its called the Outlaw Bible of American Poetry... took awhile to think of it
one must never define their own writing as good or bad...

for instance, do u like poetry?
it is very off beat...

on a lighter note i am off to bed now...

i wish i could stay awake and chat some more but i am too tired and it is time for me to sleep.

email me sometime if you want

briandhaney01@yahoo.com

night
--that even though we don't always communicate and understand each other, I am actually getting someone in some other way. Hell, it might be the first time either way.

I suck at talking about things like that. When do they let you back in your room and did you get locked out with no clothes on?
Bah. The 17th. I'm about to qualify for AARP. Hello, sugar mommas.

If I got locked outside in my jammies, I'd get arrested.
You, my new friend, are WONDERFUL! Thank you so very much for doing the research I was too lazy to undertake myself. I don't even mind that I WAS WRONG! I think I will stick with definition #1 of the 3 you passed along from your online delving. I LIKE the original LONG version of the insult. GAAHAHAHHA! So funny! So Get Bent is (to once become be the lazy guy I am) just another version of Fuck You (NOT as I wished, Suck My Dick)! GREAT STUFF! :D
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it was okay, i was sick again and that sucks. but it was still pretty fun.

i cant believe you got locked out of your room!!! but at least you had a computer lab to go to, it would have sucked if you had to sit outside the whole time.
:-/
omg, my thoughts exactly! i was actually considering that.
:-/
is today bent day? youre the second person to mention that word.

yeah im gonna totally rock the surgical mask. the sars look.
l♥l
Conflict breeds fear. And fear is the ultimate aphrodisiac. :P Get some. Giggity giggity.
Poog.
we're the only ones on sitdiary!!!
hahaha
i cannot believe you got stuck out of your dorm... that blows! lemme try to think of something that will make you feel better... think of beer pong?
what scool do u attend?
i go to a jr college in southern cali... i kinda screwed up my chance for a four year during my senior year of HS
thats never fun...

college is way expensive...

you from wv? ever plan on moving?
Ever been out this way before?
omg saw = so scary.
yes actually. i have taken a few road trips across the country. my first time an old roomate and i drove to new york city. we hit up the north east during winter. very pretty. wv especially. the one strip of wv we drove through was only a 25 mile strip if that. but snow covered everything and... i dunno, it was perfect
i didnt watch until the end i was too scared.
hahah
Woah, that's awesome! I want to get locked out some time and have to go sleep in the computer lab.
That'd be awesome.
*can't wait to go to college, just to get locked out*
kicked out of what
did the server just crash for you?
the economy out here is stable enough but it is pretty expensive to maintain a fun lifestyle
thats awesome im into story board writing myself.
history and journalism but the journalism part isnt very specified yet... too many good fields to look into
i have changed my major rougly 6 times...

it will hit you eventually
nothing wrong with that lol...

the only thing i would suggest is when you do decide upon a major to chose one that is very broad...

i have the double major because history alone allows me to either teach, write a book, or both
do you like to write a lot?