My dad is a jerk for the record. I am not allowed on his computer because I might "download something". I said: "Like a virus?" He said: "Among other things." He's a weirdo. Anyway, I will try to update and comment as much as I can. I have puked three times in the past 15 minutes. Big fun. My Winter Break has consisted of installing outlets and phone jacks, listening to father and sepmother argue, throwing up, and trying to remember what it is I'm supposed to be thankful for. Yes, there are a few things to be thankful for. My favorite aunt/ best friend is in from Florida. I'm not dead. I didn't fry all my hair off when I dyed it. I have friends. I'm trying not to be depressed. It's hard. Life is hard. Sometimes I secretly pray for God to take me. I wish I had the nerve to do it myself. I don't. More updates soon.