Ok i went to the first day of "Hell week" and it was pretty good...everything was kinda relaxed and i got a solo...kinda i get to throw a 5 on sabre! YAY! ::does dance:: and i get home and i got an acceptance letter from Columbia and an 8,000 dollar scholarship from them...so yeah you're thinkin' wow great day why the betrayed mood and what a jerk title! hmmmph...sal [the ex] told me that he wasn't a virgin after all when we had sex the first time...so i gave my virginity to him and he didn't give me anything...i felt so crummy and betrayed...i thought i meant something to him...i mean we dated ...forever it seemed like a year and a half. ugh i just don't understand why he lied to me in the first place and why he's just now telling me...we've been apart for a year or so now...i don't get it...someone explain why boys must be so rotten! so yeah girls NO SPREADIN' TIL THE WEDDIN'! F*CK him! I'm out...