I don't know what else to do. I'm really in like with this guy and..we hung out etc a lot lately. Hung out after his band played at NBT. And now its like he doesn't want me around or want to talk to me. He said he was really interested in me and all that good stuff, but it feels like he's already lost it. What's the deal? I guess this one too goes down as another lost cause. BOO. I start working Monday...full time job. Maybe it'll get my mind of boys and how confusing they are. I dont know...you have no idea how many times I wish I could skip the whole dating process b/c it SUCKS the majority of the time. Bah...i guess i'm gonna go nap...no one reads this shit anyways. so fuck it. Lace