So i'm sitting on my couch watching the Opra show. Great show! Anyhoo...I saw these young young kids that have already accomplished so much in their young lives then most people only dream about. Me. I'm in that majority. I only dream of being famous. Well..maybe not famous but be recognized nationally for doing something great. Peace corps, fashion designer, modeling, acting, artist :if i could draw:, just being smart! Being recognized for any of that would be the end of my american dream and the begining of an american reality. Maybe its just the glamorous lifestyle that they have...that i would do anything for. but maybe not. i find myself saying that if i had all that money and fame i would use to promote good and to help feed those hungry kids and programs that i see on TV every day. Just 18 cent a day. That's like nothing to a rich and famous person. THEY COULD ADOPT A VILLAGE for all the money they had. I know some have a good heart and would and probably have done something like that but the papers are so wrapped up in Ben and Jen breaking up or who screwed who at the Premier party...i mean why not give people some good news about these people...give them ::celebrities:: something to be proud of other than their millions. I know if i were in their shoes i would be fighting like crazy to keep a good image of every person that's in the tabloids...i mean i know people are interested in the juicy gossip that seems to be the center of the press these days but whatever happen to having good stuff happen to these people. they're human beings and deserve to be treated like a normal person and not have their picture plastered on the front page of every newstand tabloid. When a normal person is discharged from the hospital for drug overdose...no one cares. WHY NOT make it that way for other people. i feel sorry for them. i really do. they should all join the peace corps and adopt a village in Africa that's infested with AIDS maybe that will turn things around. I'd love to do that. HELP. This entry really didn't make that much sense. my thoughts are scattered right now. on one hand some people would be willing to do things for others but on the other they're too self-centered to care. so that sums it up i guess and oh wait the fact that i want to be famous! but...i dont have any idea how i could be. I tried modeling...didn't like it. I can't draw...so i can't be an artist. I can't sing...so i can't be a singer. Peace corps...I'm kinda young and i really don't think my parents would approve. I'm not smart enough...some 13 year old has already beat me through college! Last...there's a fashion designer...yeah that could come but people don't have my taste and likes in the way clothes fit. ya know? or geez i dunno that clothes can look good on you in a size 10 and still be in fashion...just not as tight!!! agh i hate it when plus sized people try to fit in little tiny abercrombie and hollister shirts and pants! i mean i'm not tiny i'm an 8 or 10 and i wear what is comfortable and accentuates my best features. not what's in style...if i did that...some people would be completely disgusted...well not really b/c :not to flatter myself too much: i have a cute figure...and a big butt but whatever this is too long. bye!