Shit happened 2 weekends ago and I don't care to write about it. Close friends know what a shitty Saturday I had. But things are good now and THANK GOD once again for great friends to get me through it. So yeah...misplaced feeling because I don't feel like I should be here. Here as in Rock Hill. I've been home every weekend since X-mas break. And money wise its not worth it to stay here. Everyone I love and care for is in Cola. And vice versa. I feel like my friends and family are leaving me out of the loop of things. I know that life is going to continue on without me there but I want to be included in on it. Certain things happened 2 weekends ago and some warning was given that I wish I could've been in town to be there for a certain person. But I was stuck here and couldn't drive an hour and a half to be there for her. It can't be that I'm home sick or anything b/c this would've happened last semester. Plus I'll be getting a job at a hospital in Cola. as a Rehab Tech. and I don't want to waste my paycheck on coming home to work. That's just pointless. Everything in my life is just pointing towards going to USC and rooming with the rest of the Fab Four. I'm running this idea by my mom Thursday. The official say so will be with her permission and being told I've got a job at the hospital...I've got one in the bag basically...I just have to wait to hear from the hospital which will hopefully be by the end of this week...so expect an update. I also have to apply to USC but it shouldn't be that hard to get in with my GPA. And I was accepted last year before I decided to go here. Well that's all kids. lOvE yA's Lacy *CAROLINA GIRLS...REALLY are the BEST in the world*