WOW! Its been like a month...well yeah...a month and a day. So yeah...the winterguard had our first competition two saturday's ago...it was alright...a few mess ups and a first place can't hurt...can it? didn't think so. anyhoo stephen and i are not together we haven't been since last saturday...reason: i'm a bad g/f. we're trying to work on stuff...he really wants me to just be honest with him...i don't know why that's so hard. i don't know...i'm being completely honest with him...and i have been ever since i told him everything on Friday. He forgave me and we hung out on monday and wednesday and yeah...things are getting there...slowly. i miss him so much. and i want to be with him so bad. i realized that i took him for granted like i do a bunch of people. and i should really stop that. its a bad habit. anyhoo...the whole diet thing...YAY YAY i've lost about 12 lbs! i'm excited! The prom thing is looking good! Oh he said he'd still take me to my prom and he also says he still loves me. Anyways...there's practice tonight before our next competition...which is saturday in Orangeburg. FUN FUN! and we're all going to Jessie's tomorrow night to spend the night and then next weekend we're going to NASHVILLE for a regional...i'm already nervous...well i'm out *MUAH* Laces