After being hassled by my dearest friend Mallory to write. I'm finally getting around to it. So here it goes...possibly the longest entry ever...b/c a lot has happened. JOB: I'm really excited about going to the Citadel this summer for my job. It's going to be sooo awesome being in Charleston for 8 weeks! I leave in a week and 3 days! Sad day. I want my mom to throw some kind of going away get together with my friends and some close relatives b/c I'm not going to see them for quite some time and I know they're not going to come and see me down there. Maybe they'll write me or something *hint hint*. Anyhoo a part of me doesn't want to go. It may be my last summer home...ever. I may like Rock Hill/Charlotte so much I'll stay. I'm nervous about going there...what if the kids don't like me and I'm a failure at this? That's scary. SCHOOL/GRADUATION: So it's over! I'm officially a FRESHIE at Winthrop University! WOOT WOOT! I hated leaving all of my friends behind at LHS. I was pretty close to the underclassmen. Closer than I thought b/c I almost cried when I gave them hugs the last day of school. Graduation. YAY! That was the hardest day ever. I know i rant constantly about that stupid school and those stupid people, but damnit those stupid people and that stupid school has molded me into the person I am right now and I'll never forget them. It was a great little ceremony. Ankit did a fantastic job...although i didn't know half the words he said. He's such a smart cookie. But Anne Forrest's speech touched everyone in the Sr. class that day. Especially when she started to cry b/c she couldn't say good-bye to her friends and everyone she knows at that school. *She was supposed to write a farewell to the class of 2004 but she didn't...she left it open..kind of like until we see each other again..it was really pretty* JOSH: WOO! May 22nd was the best day of my life so far! LOL! I graduated from HS...I've got an ass load of money *1300*...and I got to see my favorite person in the whole world!!!! Josh and Tristan came up to see me! So we hung out that night...along with Emily and Kasey! It was great! We didn't do anything b/c it was raining...so we watched nemo while i was on drugs...and *sigh* he's the sweetest guy ever! i need cuddling and have someone kiss my forehead and give me a massage when i'm feeling like shit. it was perfect! so they spent the night...everyone went to bed about 1 except for me and josh we stayed up...and *giggles*...anyhoo... Sunday we went to the pool and went swimming after watching MTV for about 2 hours...that was fun! So yeah...BEST WEEKEND EVER!!!!!!! So life for me right now...is fantastic. I even wished Stephen *the ex* a happy b-day. It must have been one of my "let's be random" days. We talked for a little while..he was being mean and trying to make me jealous by telling me he slept with a girl in a class of mine...and i was like ok...be a slut. but yeah after he got off that he was being nice and we had a nice conversation...we talked a few days after that and now he's like dropped off the face of the Earth again so i e-mailed him to see what was up and he was being very mean. Mood swings. I'm just trying to be nice to him and maybe be friends with him. There's not an ex i'm not friends with, but whatever. Why is he putting all this effort into trying to make me miserable...i don't get it... Well i'm out! *MUAH* Laces!!!