Listening to: (( good girl ))
Feeling: broken-hearted
Daric and I are over. He wants to be single. He gave me the same line every guy gives me..."You're great. Its just me." I'm tired of that. I know I'm a great person...even people that have never gone out with me or got to know me on that level or a relationship say that I'm great. I'm absolutely horrible at this whole break up thing. I cry...A LOT. More than necessary b/c it makes me think of EVERY guy in the past that has screwed me over and broke my heart. And I think this is the end of the line. I don't know how many more broken hearts I can take. So let's start at the beginning...my first broken heart: My father. He left me when I was 6. Girls are supposed to be able to depend on their dads. Why can't I? 2nd...my first love: Josh. I thought he could walk on water. We've known each other for years now and I still have that crush on him and waiting for the day he'll want to be with me even though he too broke my heart. 3rd: Sal...my FIRST (you know what I'm talking about) he cheated on me with several girls...including my best friend. once again a broken heart. 4th: Stephen. Although I deserved the nasty things he said to me most of the time...the other times they hurt more than anything...5th: Alex...the only boyfriend to ever DENY dating me and call me psychotic. 6th: Daric...the one that I thought was worth it and he thought the same. I could've fallen in love with him...DEEP TRUE LOVE. but its over faster than he or I expected. So there's my life...my broken-hearted life...end story.
Lacy
*Don't cry b/c its over...smile b/c it happened - My roomate*
~Emmy