I'm a big idiot...i've been dancing around my room all night pretty much...its fun with my mirrored closet doors! I added buddha baby!!!!! eeehehehe so cute! i still miss him...he was buddhist...he...agh is supposed to contact me tonight after he gets off work....i guess that's good...i can talk to him about prom...if he still wants to go with me or not...i'm feeling better. i'm not as "depressed" as i was before. i hung out with the best friend...we had fun prancing around in our prom dresses and going to steak and shake. we pesterd john it was fun. kinda funny about my dress: i've lost too much weight...its too big now. like it falls off me. i don't know if i'm going to get a different dress now or not...or just let them take it up like 132352345 inches....hahaha. well i'm going to go i'll write after stephen and i talk.