So after not much encouragement from friends and family...I've actually decided ON MY OWN to talk to my dad about all that I've been through and how much I think its b/c of him being a void in my life. I've decided not to put it off until tomorrow. I decided i needed to talk to him yesterday. So that convo is happening tonight. I'll write tomorrow and let everyone know how it goes...I might get around to it tonight. I'm actually kinda scared to let him know how I feel. B/c it seems like everytime i make the attempt to tell him. He brings something else up like he's avoiding the conversation. Or he says it'll change and it does for about a week. And then it stops. I'm tired of that. Either it stays that way or I can't have him be in my life pretending everything's ok. When its not. I've had a pretty sucky start to the week. Hopefully things will get better. Lots of love! Lacy *Holler back younging...WOOT WOOT*