SONG IS APPROPRIATE!!!!! I still love him and part of me wants to hold on but if this is what he wants and it'll make him happy then so be it. I actually didn't cry today. First time since friday. I was proud of myself. its a step towards moving on. BLAH BLAH BLAH! I'm in a good mood. i actually want to talk to him just as friends nothing else and as long as he doesn't mention any girls...other than that i won't break down. i don't know about seeing him yet. he probably wouldn't want to see me. yeah...i'm not crazy about that idea right now. i still dont' have a date for prom. Josh hasn't gotten around to asking lisa if he could take me just incase stephen decides he doesn't want to go. i believe he called 3 times sunday. yeah. oh well we haven't talked since sunday morning. i don't know what's going to happen! school was ok today. it felt soo good outside! FLIP FLOPS! YAYAY! we get to make up a dance in PE. Ours is good. all my other classes were kinda boring...come to think of it. well i won candy in pre-cal! that was awesome! nothing else happened so i'm out! *MUAH* Laces