Listening to: I don't know but it sucks!
Feeling: crummy
So two nights ago, i went to a movie with the hunny...that i fight with a lot..i picked him up from work and we ate chineese and it was yummy, but the conversation wasn't. We were sitting infront of the restruant talking and he springs on me that he doesn't know if he can do this anymore. and i'm like what? do what? and he says the relationship and i go into my "what is he thinking?" phase. he said stuff like he doesn't know if he can be with me anymore b/c i treat him like shit. and that i need more attention than he can give me. and he wants to be able to tell me everyday that i'm pretty but he can't. i don't know it kinda sounds to me like there's another girl ::clears throat:: there is! her name is emily and she lives in irmo and he says that she treats me better. well so he might be cheating on me. but no..not stephen he loves me too much. so we fix our problems and go to see Mona Lisa Smile which is the best movie ever. Anyhoo i get home after dropping him off and he IM's me and tells me his grandfather died. so i feel completely awful. so this morning he gets online and gets on my AIM through AIM express screen name while i'm on my AOL and goes through my buddylist and notices that i didn't take a guy off my buddylist that i said i would. well what he didn't realize is that first of all i took him off completely on AOL and blocked him on AIM well...AIM express doesn't show blocks and he didn't know that there was about 4 other names blocked! so he jumps to all these conclusions and thinks that i'm lying to him and so he's now threatening to break it off with me...if i don't tell him the truth...and there's no proof that iwas telling the truth..none at all so i don't know how to prove it to him...that i'm actually being truthful...i don't know...if i should just let it end...and let him be happy with this emily girl or not?
im sorry :-/