First off I want to wish my best friend a happy 18th! I haven't written in a long while...I probably should have...b/c this is going to be one long ass entry. A LOT of shit has happened. We'll go in some kind of order. PROM: So I've been through about five dates in the past month. I finally made a deal with Mal and told her that if Jeremy can't go we'll just go together. So guess what?! We're going together! WOO! Its not that I couldn't find a date its just shit happens. Anyways...the lady still hasn't called me about my dress i got it altered like a while ago and she hasn't called me to come pick it up or try it on again. i'm gonna have to call her tomorrow. STEPHEN: So everything's ok. And I go up to NC to see on of my friends that I've known for oh...6 years and it happens to be a guy. I'm up there hanging out with him and his roomate and we makeout and the rest is censored. well i get home and all the while i'm thinking stephen and i are just friends well he thinks we're more than that....so he bitches at me and gets mad after he told me if i hooked up with someone...*very confusing* anyhoo...later that night he calls me back and he apologizes and says that he wants me in his life and yada yada and then in the middle of the conversation he starts yelling at me and i yelled back and said that i was leaving b/c i can't handle having a relationship like this or having a controlling b/f...and then he got all upset again and said that he'd do anything for me and all this junk. and he e-mails me and does sweet stuff the next couple of days and then i e-mail him back and i get an e-mail from him that says stuff like i hate you. don't ever talk to me again. you're dead to me. oh and btw i'm moving to texas and i'm like ok. delete. JOSH: For some reason my mom is really skeptical of him. I'm always making arrangements to go see him and he never comes to see me. I find that kind of odd too but i dunno i don't want to pry on the situation. He said he would come visit during the summer. *crosses fingers* i wonder if he ever went to visit lisa *his ex*...maybe i'll bring it up. this wasn't as long as i thought it would be...i'm out *woot* Laces