So, Baptist All-State was fun. It was my last time, and I'm glad to be done, but it was actually better than past years because it was a smaller group and we hung out more. There were a lot of movies and love connections (not for me) and stuff. Plus I had the coolest roommates ever, including my dad and not including Michael, because he got obnoxious as usual. The music was boring and we weren't that great of a choir, but it really was a great group. We sang the national anthem and it was played on TV. Joy saw it. It was quite amusing, actually. As Robbie and I aren't friends anymore, suppose I should update my heading? I do. Because I refuse to be friends with someone who tells me that I am not making the right choices in my life--he told me I should stop going to church, not go to Lander, and leave South Carolina for good, none of which I'm really interested in doing. I'm happy with my life, and even though I want to live in Jacksonville, FL one day, I don't want to do it right now. He thinks I'm living my life in this box, but I'm not. Plus, I'm tired of him treating me like I'm the stupidest human being he knows of, and attempting to make me look bad in front of Nikki and Georgia. I'm tired of being walked all over like I'm his doormat. We don't have a history, what we have is eight years of verbal abuse from him and me to scared to stand up for myself. But enough about that. I hope everybody had a happy 4th, and today I am going out with a lot of people who really matter to me.