okay, Today I actually thought I would have my first fight with Chris, luckily it was resolved.. I had let my thoughts.. and Bethany's words get to me.. This morning before school he didnt kiss me, no reply why.. just he didnt.. then first I was kind of upset because I figured he was mad at me.. and bethany just made it worse.. she was talking to amanda.. which I overheard because I was included into the conversation even though I didnt lift my head or utter a word.. but Bethany said that Chris is only looking for sex in a relationship and that I am not ready for that, plus the fact I am being childish of this matter... No!.. Correction!.. Im a little pissed at bethany for what she said.. because it really hurt me and really had me thinking Chris didnt love me... Amanda was sticking for my side.. they talked for a long while.. I just heard bits and pieces.. but it was all just anger... Thank You Amanda!...and well... I thought I was being Mature that I really cared for Chris and that I didnt base sex as the main focus in a relationship.. if it happens.. then it happens.. but Im not going to rush into it... Little Ms. Bethany.. the one who has slept with people.. should be more mature.. Like I said.. Sex is not the main focus point.. I think the relationship is.. and the times you love most about it.. not the amount of sex.. damn.... Chris even told me it wasnt the main thing... I dont know... I didnt hear the whole arguement.. just the facts that were accountable most... I would never want to fight with him... ever... I love him too much.. and she thinks we moved too fast... we havent really done anything to be moving "too fast"...mostly is kissing... and playing around...but yeah.. the reason Chris wouldnt kiss me is because he was sick and didnt want me to catch it.. I thought that really thoughtful of him "everyone tells me what an ass he is because he always picks on everyone.. but times like these.. when he actually care's.. those are the things I love".... I dont know... I want to spend another weekend at his house... but I think his family may get sick of me.. oh well.. I'll ask when I talk to him... .. Im going to go.. Talk to you later!... Ciao!