tis seven-thirty, and notice.. Ive survived. Chris found out about my last entry, which I am now going to put into private mode for non-specific reasons. Honestly guys...you all call him an ass as if you literally know him. all I tell you is what I feel when I am depressed. If you look back farther, You can notice how good of a person he is... People say I am jealous he likes girls. But that is untrue. The last couple of nights I stayed at my friend tabatha's house. She didnt want me to do anything stupid. And chris got ahold of me there. He was a little pissed bout the last entry. But I completely understand that. I was to call him when I got home from tabatha's. and I didnt go home the next day. So I called him and I felt better after talking to him without a fight in progress. Everyone call me stupid. For no matter what.. I will always love Chris, no matter how much I hurt. Because most/all that pain is only coming from me, and my depression. Got to go, I am babysitting my cousin Aaron... A Job I got. Fifty bucks a week.. so I can add minutes to the cell phone chris gave me.