Im finally over with everything. Its about time. Done moving, Done getting ready For Douglas anderson, which might I add I think went over well. I just drew, and everything. for them. Jeremy Kept Me at the UNF College for three days, Drawing Constantly! Lacking sleep, Lacking Books for my Classes on the phone, Lacking everything. Food. I just wanted to die. Finally that night came, and I got to go home, and I slept for twelve hours. Ate a little, and Just ..Did nothing important. I wont know if I made it into the School Until Sometime Next Week. I spent Valentines day Alone, I kind of figured though, all I did was lay on the couch at Jeremy's Dorm, and watched tv or slept, I wanted to cry. but Knowing there was, Jeremy, His boyfriend Tom, Estan, and the other guy always roaming around, I kinda Couldnt. so, I just bit my tongue alot..It sucks to know your alone, and the Day Dedicated to your lover comes along, and there's no lover..it hurts. its what I get.. Im apparently not allowed to associate with my best friend or her sister anymore, the parents dont like me anymore, all because of skipping, Its what I get, She didnt seem like she liked me anymore..so... My life is going down into ruins. Ima go to sleep, -Matti