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Feeling: bored
well lets get this settled, I never went to Interlachen, Which sucked major ass, A Hurricane Just passed a few days ago allowing another one to travel its path. I have dropped out of the game of love, Im tired of attempting to seek for someone. I mean, I have a list of guys I want, Yet None would want me back. Probably because my poor inequality to be so "enthusiastic"...or "happy".. All I know is. I quit, I dont want to try anymore... I literally mean this. Being Bi Polar, Depressive, and alone. Doesnt add up to be a pretty number. Yet, Other people try to feel sympathy for me, and only do things so It makes me feel better, when thats not what I want... I want someone who will do this because they want to, because it came in their own mind's..and decided to..Not for me...
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Is that an eclectic thing? I've heard of Night Sorcery (utter bullshit) but never heard of Nocturnal Witchcraft. I was an occultist but lately I've been kind of finding my own way around it, practicing mainly Thelema, Goetia, Scrying, talking to things that aren't there. Can't go wrong.
[Anonymous]
Is that an eclectic thing? I've heard of Night Sorcery (utter bullshit) but never heard of Nocturnal Witchcraft. I was an occultist but lately I've been kind of finding my own way around it, practicing mainly Thelema, Goetia, Scrying, talking to things that aren't there. Can't go wrong.
[Anonymous]
i still love you matt. but i know what ur feeling. its not ever worth the dissapointment sometimes.
I love you too... But I dunno if that makes ye feel any better... Since ye kinda knew that before... *feels useless and pouts*