Okay, So I went to my first Rave thing. It was FUCKING AWESOME!..Everyone was gothic. And I knew Some of the people, Most of the time I just wandered around with Tabby, Jennifer and Sam, but then. some girl I didnt know goes "I LIKES YOUR SHOES!".. so yeah... I met her, she showed me to ALL her friends... And..Now I have A ZILLION MORE FRIENDS! That I gave my AOL to Lol. Eventually I get told that Three guys like me, One) Amber's bf.. the one who said "I LIKE YOUR SHOES!"... a guy named Zach (never met him yet).. and A guy named Josh, who..In my opinion, i would of never made it with anyway..sorry.. but its true. I felt bad about it too. He wore Really tight, REALLY high Cut off jeans that showed his Christmas Penguin Boxers Underneath, Too Tight, Fishnet stalkings, Horrible shoes.. and A shirt that just didnt Go well..His hair was blue, Blue is awesome, but Not on him..Im sorry.. but this is a "TOO GAY TO FUNCTION THING!".. I felt so horrible Denying him...:(... Then I met Zach, I was Pushed to meet some new people, and there zach was..He didnt look Gay, I mean, I didnt think he was..but Yeah, he is....wearing a Volcom hat and all..He was REALLY REALLY CUTE!..and wanted to see me!..I was wearing a skirt and everything, so Already I got attention and was being myself from that. I felt actually surprised. and Me and Him, and his friends talked a long while. I Got a hug goodbye and everything, and Hope to see him again...He will be at This thing called "FUSION Old School".. so Im going ...its Friday, Febuary Eleventh. I cant wait to see him again. .. Me and Tabatha are going to try to go To the Rave again tomorrow Night. It will be awesome, And.. Jenny's Mom's going to try to get money from her mom so I can go..I have to go..too psyched...Perhaps I will See him again, if not..then I will have fun anyway -Matti