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Listening to: the Television
Feeling: torn
Well, My first Tele-class is over for today. At Nine:Fourty I start Second period.. I hate the fact that When I Know Im alone, I get drawn to Internet relationships, then I feel horrible because so Many people Like me, and I only like Perhaps one or two people. Yeah. And when someone I dont really like finds someone else, I get Jealous.. Im Not a Bad person Am I?... I Hope not, but I Would consider myself so. I Only really Care for Mike, Although he lives far away. Thats how it is. Others Are Ass holes or just have no interests in me. Angel Officially is A slut.. His away messages have been consisting of Me, Ian, and Some guy named Devon..yeah.. It goes beyond trying to get me Jealous. Its literal. Im tired...And should probably get off soon, Not like anyone's On here anyway.. You know what sucks?..Im Like THE only gay guy on this site (Not Including you Chris...Your a stalker)... Yeah.. Ive met No Gays On here..whatsoever... IF YOU GO TO espinthebottle.com PLEASE NOTIFY ME ON THERE! Im xAn_Emo_Storyx No One on there seems to talk to me... (Again, excluding you Chris..because your a Fucking Stalker).. -Matt
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Oh alright lol, safety first... (ffffalling23)
[Anonymous]
I joined, my name's smiling_sadist , I can't find your name.
i would date you, if i was a man, or you were a chick, or just straight/bi.
ha ahh you're kinda lucky then
I'm getting out of school a lot lately for snow days.
Living in PA and all haha.

And dont worry about not finding gay guys on this site.
We can start a search party haha
I've seen some before but I forget their names.
WE WILL FIND THEM.
IF ITS THE LAST THING WE DO haha

Until then, you are special and the only one in our hearts.



love!,
[Anonymous]
hey. hows it going. i really like your diraie. and if you dont mind me asking

are you gay or do you just like gay porn? i dont care or anything. but i like gay porn. anyways

-breta
yay!!! i love your diary!
and all the gayness.
[i hope thats not offensive,its not meant to be, you just seem very open]
hahhh its so pretty!
[Anonymous]
Gay people are rad.
[Anonymous]