This day fucking sucked.... First I went to work....the usual...then I came home and mom allowed me to drive to My friend Jenny's house.. we went swimming for a long time and found out that there were tadpoles in the swimming pool, and we spent most of our time catching them and putting them into a bucket... I figured I would get paid today... but apparently not, my damn bitch mother wants me to leave it with her so her husband thinks she has money... I promised chris I was planning to give him money because over at his house they needed help with bills and all... On the ride home from jenny's...my mother told me that Chris wanted me to call him on his cell....so when I get home...I do... and first thing I asked was what day was it that he was coming over to just see me... his reply was he dont know...and asked me why?... and that was the end of that... then he asked..when could he pick up the money... and I told him bout my mom wanting it to stay in her possession till monday.... and he said "well there goes my weekend"... right there...showed me so much... (He wasnt planning to see me this weekend like he promised, He was going to go do somthing fun with someone else instead... and so much more... I told him I was sorry...and he goes...well can I get it monday?...and I told him yeah...and he goes "alright looks like I wait till then" and practically just hangs up...No "I love you"'s or anything...just...Bye...Do you know how much that hurts?....ALOT!...made him sound like I was only there for the money..although it was my choice to give it to them.... I dont know.... I just need to be alone for a few...seems Im only important for Burning CD's and Money!