I cried, in front of him. he was in the vehicle laying down, and I walked up to him asking if he'd at least stay in touch with me if we broke up. he said he couldn't promise that, and I broke down. I told him I didn't want to break up with him and he pulled me into his arms and I cried. I cried. Telling him how I had never cheated on him and that I wish he'd believe me because it was true. he said he knew. I cried all the way back to the house, the hold him he held me. we laid down, I cried a little more. and finally stopped. I'm not ready for a break up, as much as I thought I hated him, i just wanted some freedom.