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Feeling: torn
Well Now..You didnt expect an Update from me now didja?.. I never responded because im in the middle of a crisis, yes..You can have Mid-Life Crisis's At the age of Fifteen. Lol... I just keep getting tired and heading to sleep. But that changed. Umm..This Past Tuesday..was it tuesday?...yeah..It was okay!.. anywho Tuesday Last week- Me and sylvia had been planning for me to go all week, but that Monday I had to see my psychiatrist, so this tuesday, i went there to her school to shadow her for the rest of the week. Oh what fun. I meet her up in fourth. The Dean said I could stay as long as I "Toned Down" How I dress. Hehehe.. Wednesday- I guess I Toned down a little, that was until second or third period, Someone had this AWESOME plaid skirt, that I asked to borrow, and I put them on and took off my pants underneath. It was COOL!.. so I walked around the school in a skirt and fishnet stockings. By Second Lunch, that Dean Caught me and told me to put pants back on saying it was "causing a disturbance"... He caught me in third lunch, Only Because my friends begged me to be there. So I did as asked. I went home later that afternoon displeased. Earlier while I was wearing the skirt, I saw Devin, a dude I had a Minor Crush on since eighth grade. and he said "Sexy" I dont know if he was talking to me or not, I just heard it. Then he asked to lick whipped cream off of me..*Grins at the thought of that*..anyway!..I now have a bulging crush on him that wont go away! Thursday- I go to the school, we were heading to the office to get my Visitors pass, and Apparently the Dean said He called my mom (of course I was staying with sylvia so I didnt know) and He didnt want me back. ASSHOLE!..Sylvia gets Devin, I get to say good bye to him :( I miss him. and all that. I went home all Upset..and Devin-sick (its somewhat like Home-sick, except its Devin) and yeah. NOW!..We are Starting a Protest For Male and Female Dress Rights. It doesnt say anywhere in the booklet for Dresscodes that You cannot wear a skirt, we've already got petitions started and everything. Its going to Rock the Kazbah!. And I GET TO SEE DEVIN! ^.^ Anyway. Im in the process of making the Protesting site if you would like to see it..unfinished. BE MY GUEST! http://male-female-rights.tripod.com/
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You Know, its The Twentieth. That means in five days it will be christmas, and I dont even feel In the christmas Spirit. I think Im Just going to pass it. We dont have enough money for christmas...Its not going to exist. Just Like my birthday isnt going to exist. and thats... twelve days away. -Matti
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That is correct, i live in Jax :)
I currently am going to a prep school, it sucks really bad, everybody is so...well..prepish...and i hate preps..the name of the school is Darnell Cookman (i think thats how its spelled) the people are really nice..just to much for me..lol
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wow your birthday is jan the 1st??? wow thats soon..... sounds like you have a hectic life! but i think its a real good idea for the petition thing. hey, good luck with Devon, ok???????? well I g2g, get on msn sometime! thanks!!
your friend,
jessimaka
YAY MATTI!!! i wanna be part of the protest... oh well.. ill be there in spirit! lol! well good luck with devon and ill get u a christmas present!!! what do u want? just tell me and ill get it (as long as it aint over $35 okk? well buh bye now!!!
~Stephanie
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~luthein
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~baby red
lol!!
aw matt i want you to come stay with me after i get back from my dad's. we'll have some fun k? and u can stay until my mom's newyears party. oh what fun...LUV YAS!!!
'Cause MSN was being stupid to me.. And so was my power.. it kicked me off my computer.. and then.. yeah... I'll go on there right now though :)

OH! btw.. I heart your pic up there.. Its sooo hott :)
your gay nice me to what state u liv in e mail me at wizeone2u@aol.com
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lovin the background
a skirt? that sounds fun. its funny when i make my friend will put on make up and stuff..but then he asks to wear my clothes...ha he'd stretch them out!!


im not understanding..you werent at YOUR school..you were at..someone elses?
Hey Matti, its me Charles, whats up?
oh cool. my school probably wouldnt allow that.."visiting students" thingy..im not sure..i should try it.

homebound because??
what profile..im so confused...do you have anything pierced..it just sorta looks like it in your picture..