my life permanently sucks...i have two friends mad at me because I was depressed and I was an ass...and Chris wont even talked to me..I called him about two days ago and he said he didnt like calling me because all we do is argue...Im afraid to call him because I am tired of making us cry...I want him back...i really do.. but he is determinded to stay straight...I dont know..maybe I should move back to interlachen.....