I went to Tabatha's house yesterday, and was to only spend the day with her... and then go home that night, instead plans were changed and I spent the night.. and the rest of today with her...Only seeing Chris five minutes out of those two days...I hate not being able to see him. but when I saw him today to gather some stuff.. he seemed somewhat depressed.. I wished I could stay, but I couldnt because behind my back, my mom made arrangements with another friend of mine in Interlachen for me to go swimming with her... which ment ANOTHER damn day without Chris!!!.... Argh!....I hope he doesnt think I am attempting to move away from him...as in relationship wise... because Honestly... Im wanting to be closer.. so close our hearts will hold each other in rythmic patterns.... He's My Life... That day when I spent the night with him.. was the worst and best... Worst- I was afraid I would of been attacked by Teresa.. err what a bitch Best- that morning when I awoke from asleep, Chris was staring into my eye's... and I was laying there while he was gently rubbing my cheek... That was the most romantic thing thats ever happened... and soon... I was laying there and we were kissing... Those times when he makes me the center of his attention makes me feel the most important... and those times when he seems to ignore me and is off doing somthing else... and then drawl's my attention to lip the words "I love You"... that makes me feel the best inside as well Everything he does for me always resolves to me loving him more than the first... when I will get pissed.. he does whatever he can under his control to make it all better, And when no one else is around and all he seems to care about is me, Or that one time I was doing the dishes and the hot water mixed with the 90 somthing temperature outside made me sweat really bad... he took a towel and wiped the sweat out of my face for me... Argh!..everything he does.. always results in me loving him more... and everytime I tell him I love him, his every reply is, I love you more. Honestly...he is the one I want to spend my whole life with for he makes every last depressed drop go away,even when it doesnt show... Its noticable to me.. I cant wait to see his beautiful face again.. I love You More than Life itself Chris!.