Barbra went home the other night, and before returning she went and hung out at mikes place. Sparky and everyone else was there. they ended up slipping E into Barbra's drink and that wasn't the best thing in the world. Sparky then insisted that she walk home with him and then he tried to get her to come into his room. She decided to sit in the car. But it's the fact that he tried in the first place. The reason he stood me up was because he didn't want people suspecting anything was between us. Which there wasn't really and hasn't been. But he doesn't even have the ability to say it to my face. Barbra told me. Everyone was making jokes saying we were doing things in his car when all we did was talk about how some peurto rican people stole his Speakers and Cd equipment from his vehicle. People just like to spread rumors. and I'm fine with that, If I wasn't I think I'd be dead. But the fact that he allowed rumors to get to him and stop talking to me was pretty immature. Barbra is forcing him to leave me a myspace message or something, he promised her numerous times he would. I don't care. If he doesn't want to talk to me, then I don't want to talk to him. settled. I have class in seven minutes and because I have my mornings to myself again and I'm able to write in you like I used to, you've been making me late. I hate you. no not really, I lied. ------------ I forgot to mention before I went to class. Last night I ended up waking up to a loud banging sound and I didn't know what it was, neither did Kyle but he heard it too. and then I had a head ache and I don't know what that was from either. Kyle said it might of been the cat falling off the shelf and onto my face. because you know, my face is a better landing than a pillow ;_; Later that night I woke up to the fact I couldn't feel my arm, it went fully numb and I wasn't able to feel it at all. So I had to untangle my arm from the shelf next to the bed and lay it down to recirculate myself. yeah I know weird.