Well i went to the movies with my friends! it was actually pretty fun!!! and meagan (one of my bestest friends) came over and we watched peewee!!! I dont want to sound like one of those desperate people who say things like "I need a boyfriend/girlfriend" because that is pretty lame... you have to wait till someone who seems right for u comes along im just saying that i feel somewhat empty inside, like i have lots of guys as friends! and i have to admit that is pretty awesome, but now when it comes to liking them more then a friend. it really sucks, i want something so much, then i just cant seem to have it. and its somewhat "weird" for me. im going to wait for someone to like me back... i hate liking someone and then all they say are things that make me feel like all they want is anything.. but a relationship! that seems to happen to me quite a lot. of course i dont give in! but sometimes i feel like i have to, just to get a guy to like me. and i dont want to feel that way, because it sounds soo stupid to give myself up just for that. but anyyywayyysss i love all my friends and u guys are always there for me! and all i have to do around u guys is be myself... and thats all i can do!