BAD INFLUENCE Im a bad influence on some of my friends so they wont hang with me anymore cause there moms wont let them.... hmmm I GUESS I really dont give a shit if they still wanted to be my friend they could be everyone has to be so dumb SO josh told brent that i was high when i wasnt so i hope my mom doesnt be gay about it. me and ali got stranded out in the lake cuz her jet ski wouldnt start haha funnnn. The drugs begin to peak A smile of joy arrives in me But sedation changes to panic and nausea And breath starts to shorten And heartbeats pound softer You won't try to save me You just want to hurt me And leave me desperate You taught my heart A sense I never knew I had I can't forget The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it? You're my heroine You won't leave me alone Chisel my heart out of stone I give in everytime I bet you laugh At the thought of me thinking for myself I bet you believe That I'm better off with you then someone else Your face arrives again All hope I had become surreal But under your covers More torture than pleasure And just past your lips There's more anger than laughter Not now or forever will I ever change you I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit You taught my heart A sense I never knew I had I can't forget The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it? You're my heroine I will save myself