phil is driving me nuts. so i dont want to go to prom with him and he asked me and i told him im not sure. he cried but he does like always. i dont want to even go really so screw it. just a waste of money. jeff and i went to the park for something to do.then i sat at the bowling alley with my friends that i havent seen in forever. eh what do i do. sitting at my dads house by myself is giving me a head ache. i dont want break to end.not now. i dont want school to end. i just want it to be like this forever. i dont want to grow up. Dear, you left too soon, went to the next room. If you haunt me, I'll sing for you. How the hinges move; connecting me and you is a door way that you're knocking through. We walk down a dock and the water is cold, You want me to escort you. How I'd love to go swim with you in death, but my heavy heart won't let me tread. So, love, I must stay on the shore. I am young, my blood is warm. I can take you this far Now, my love, we must part. When blood and youth were warmer we breathed Summer like the sweet air we found each other like a mirror. We were so optimistic, wasn't it so easy to be? We we're young and naive. Can you pull down the dawn? It's been so dark since you've been gone and we've been begging for the morning to come. We were so optimistic, wasn't it so easy to be? We were young and naive. We'll be fine in the morning. We'll be fine in the morning. It's getting late so we must sleep. We'll see you in the morning, Eileen.