so matt broke up with me... because he thinks im a whore for some reason and just treats me really bad. he even like kicked me in the knee when i tried talking to him. i dont want to think about it. it hurts more on the inside.... but when these things happen to me i need to keep moving forward. and try to accept what happens... its kind of sad cause i dont want to delete his pictures or bring his stuff back... even killing him off my sims....( ha ) wish i could really laugh. but things could be so much worse ... i wish matt would just look at me... can somebody throw me in a ocean? ha just seems so relaxing and free. just need to get away for awhile... tomorrow would have been five months.... you promised forever. i tried talking to him again by a text... he only text back go fuck yourself whore... what did i even do?.... anyway i have to go to work... woopee =(